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That Night In Amsterdam / Do You Love Me [Part Two]
Everyone knows Nigel never cared, not in any way that was actually important, and back then Gary had always been in his own world. Howard had been a laugh, true, but somehow always distant too. And then Rob...well, Rob had left them. Rob had left Mark. But Jason...Jason had always cared. Even in his foulest mood he’d cared about Mark. Mark was surprised that Jason didn’t know how grateful he was for that. For his affection, his attention. For lending that copy of The Tranquil Path that he never got back. For being the only one with plasters that night in Amsterdam.
After the interview, he falls into step with him, wanting to say it all aloud in one long breath. But instead he just grabs his arm as they’re leaving and manages no more than a faltering ‘Jay’. Jason turns and smiles a broad, dazzling smile, winking at Mark from behind his shades.
“Don’t mention it mate.” It’s all that needs to be said and Mark smiles as Jason moves off to catch up with Howard.
Jason never asks Mark if he loves him again, but Mark makes a point of frequently telling him anyway.